我想我会像阿桑一样...

上个星期发生了点小事，我奔波劳累了一番。

在为某人奔波某事劳累之时，我突然有种感觉，如果/万一有一天我病了，我想我会像阿桑一样...

阿桑，是我人在中国享受着交换生和第一次在雪地里奔跑时传出噩耗的。那时，我很惊讶；可是让我印象深刻至今的，是那时候读到一篇报道，她身边的人都不知道她病了，师兄张智成更接受不到要她回来... ...

一直以来，都会听到一些人说我太强了，有时我也真的自我感觉超级良好地认为我很强。所谓的强，是指我的生存技能都不赖，就像蟑螂一样打不死...

会变这样，可以算是被锻炼出来的。家人，朋友，前男友，等等，都是我的教练。

就这样，有时我情愿独来独往做独行侠来得快活些，不被身边人左右，做起事来比较利落干脆。

所以，莫名其妙地，我觉得有一天我病了，可能会自己开车去医院入院开刀吧。
（话说，我还真的有这么一位朋友是自己开车去医院开刀的）

病了，就只让家人知道*，然后悄悄地藏着病痛，快乐地过着生活，直到...

*得到吾娘许可了，身体发肤，受之父母，一定要让她知道!
话说，也因为这个原因，她不赞成我报名做organ donor... 

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