残忍的女人

最近发生了一些事...

这一连串的事，让我发现到，原来我可以这么残忍，可以这么自私，可以这么固执。

奇怪的是，我并不觉得自己变得恐怖，变得陌生；

反而，我只觉得，我这么做，对大家都好。

我很想哭，表示我还是心疼的

可是，干枯的眼泪告诉我，我并不难过

我一直不断问自己，自己到底要的是什么

有一个uncle级的朋友叫我问我自己的心，我到底要什么

扪心自问，还是没有答案

我反复听着曾经让我哭过的歌

我反复看着曾经让我哭过的戏

眼泪还是没有掉下来

所以，就是这样....

Comments

Licici said…
你没有残忍。只是做了自己想要的选择罢了
July 28, 2009 at 9:09:00 PM GMT+8
Anonymous said…
这些话让你站在我面前，我却觉得你很陌生！
July 29, 2009 at 10:50:00 AM GMT+8
Huey Nee said…
Case closed. Thanks =)
July 29, 2009 at 8:47:00 PM GMT+8
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